So although I have my secret journal, I feel obligated to write in this one. I have become aware that Luke, MaP, CoCo, Alex Marie and James know everything there is to know about me. James because he is Cory's best friend and Cory is my best friend, Alex and MaP because they are my sissies and Luke because he's my best friend and boyfriend. Make sense? It shouldn't because it doesn't to me. I don't know. I don't much care. Shylo was supposed to call me, but i haven't heard anything from him for four days. nice. umm. . .Luke is in Texas with his family and a picture of Scott and I. Scott dressed in a Santa suit and I looking like I am twelve years old. Map just spent two days with me, and Alex was supposed to come over twice, but to no surprise she didn't. Doesn't matter. Saw CoCo a bunch. . .I couldn't go by him the day before yesterday, so him and James stopped by here. I love those guys. Not much more in my head to say. . .I never really have anything to say anymore. I suppose I'll go update the other one now. bye.
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if you want to read the rest, buy the fucking book.
-.-
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yeah. i didn't want it all at first. . .and then i did. . .and i tried all i could to get it. . .i tried ALL i could. . .but they said that they didnt want it all so i just tried what wouldnt be damaging and they kept it going until it just abruptly stopped and now. . .now it's written like "name blah blah blah maybe blah blah blah thats important blah blah blah" BLOW ME! WHAT THE FUCK!? *cries* and to think i wasn't so fucking pathetic for 2 1/2 weeks. . .well wtf. something better, funnier, prettier - fine. i'll fucking grin and bear it and be happy for them. as it always is. . .*sigh* fuck it. bye.
Me.
and thats it, hands down.
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last night i went to house of shock with tj. it was corny as all hell, just as it has been in the past, but this time the lil evil supposed to be devil guy was "lord belial '04" joyful eh? well he's up on stage preaching his dark side shit as they make it and then this black guy dressed in white flies onto the stage and tries the whole "oh im good and he's bad pick me pick me" thingy and "lord belial" guy says "who the hell do you think you are?" . . . lil black "jesus" guy turns around and yells "IM RICK JAMES, BITCH!" hahaha yeah. awesome. i was like oh yes. but um. . .we went through and the only real spots that got to me were the dark. the people didnt bother me none and in fact - a shit load of the guys were fuckin hot. . .yeh i wound up checkin out the bloody make-up'd guys who grab you in the house of shock. but yeah. *shrugs* not much else to do while you're in there. . .ummm. . .after wards tj and i went to mcdonalds to eat, but we both got a lil queazy after. we went to where he used to work to chill for a bit and we were chillin in his truck listenin to music and shit and this guy timmy went there to find his check book or something. well timmy is jeff's older brother, apparantly, and he got the impression that tj and i were having sex. . .which wasn't the case, but yeah. it was funny - tj opened the door and you hear timmy "I CAUGHT YA MUTHA FUCKA!!" eh but it was cool. then after a while we left and he brought me home and yeah. . .that's about it. tonight is halloween. . .i dont have my hat or my gun and my grandmother might not be coming out so i dont know that i'll even GET that hat. . .maybe my mom'll bring me to party city or some shit. bleh. ummm. . . . i lied she just called and said she was coming and that she'd bring me a hat. my mom wants me to wipe out the microwave but she wont even bring me to rite aid around the corner to get a fucking gun. idk ill write later.
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woo. okay soooo last night i went by shylo. we watched full metal jacket - or something to that effect. it was based on the marines in the vietnam war. . .it was a good movie, i suppose. . .but it was hard to enjoy. . .they didn't make it overly believable towards the end. the editing was really jumpy and i caught alot of flaws in some of the scenes. the effects were good. . .when you got right down to it, blood and guts like. . .but idk. tonight i'm supposed to go to the house of shock with tj. my dad's thinking about it, but its still up in the air. when he calls i'll end up backing my dad into a corner till i get an answer. my mom rented the lady killers and van helsing, and michael came over last night and we ate chinese food (we ate before i went by shylo) but i missed van helsing. i want to watch lady killers today and van helsing too, but i'll have to see. i'm reading a new book now, worst fears realised. basketcase was really good i got to get it to map to read, she said she wanted to. i miss mike alot. . .i had to write a paper for mrs cousin this past week and it wound up being about his bedroom. brought back a shitload of memories, but i happened to realise a few things about myself in it. . .for example. . .i came across a memory i didn't even know i had. i finally understand what my obsession is with minnesota and why i can't sleep without fredrick. . .but yeh. . .that'll go in a private entry later, if i get around to it. tomorrow is halloween and yes, roseann, you're invited. lol. map you are too if that lil scavenger hunt ends early. so are chris and graz, but i dont much suppose that they read this anymore. lol. umm. . .i have to talk to schwalby to make sure he knows how to get here. . .luke and shylo might come too, but im not sure yet. . .shylo has to talk to his parents and i need to call luke. he called last night while i was out and i got home too late to call him back. i guess ill do it later on. idk i hope they come. gran's going to come and maybe spend the night, i need to call her and get her to bring that mafia hat for me. umm. . .but yeh. i need to go get my gun too. but aside from all that, this entry has just been random babble. but yeah. . .matt wertz is awesome. . .i love his voice. if any of yall get curious and download some of his stuff, come away and all i know are the best he's got. i have one of jeff's songs stuck in my head too, for what it's worth. . .and he DOES get the guy in the end. but anyway. . .laura, one of dan's other ex's is talking to me so i suppose i'll go talk to her and see how she's doing. laterer people.
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well. . .yeh. . .i keep getting too lazy to update so i figured wtf i'll just do it and get it over with. boston won the world series. . .broke the curse. . .saints beat the raiders and tj goes to ecole now. umm. . .halloween is gunna be cool - schwalby, luke, shylo and i are gunna be mafia people. it's gunna be cool. coon and jordan and tj might come by too. map's invited and gran's sleeping over, but idk what's gunna go on. graz is goin by chris or they're goin by mario idk - but thats fun. . .we're not goin back to depress fest this weekend, thank god. . .and its pure luck that the saints have a bye week the weekend of halloween. my parents and i keep getting into it, but i dont really care. i'm goin by shylo after school tomorrow hopefully. . .i got around my dad with it by asking my mom. i made a 20$$ bet with kristine that i would pass my american history test tomorrow. . .i need to find a way to get those answers. . .i'm GUNNA do it, it just might take a little. whatever. i can do it. blah. it's almost november. . .which means that it's that much closer to december. . .i can't stop thinking about mike. . .it's going to be five years on december 20th. . .i dont know if we have school, but seeing as it's five days before christmas i hope not. . .i really dont want people to see me on that day. . .it's going to be a monday - so i guess its just all up to mr david. . .i finally got around to hanging that picture of josh up in my locker. . .tomorrow i think i'll put up one of mike. . .i have a couple. . .i just need to get them from off my walls, you know? *sigh* thinking about all this keeps me constantly depressed. . .it sucks to know that its your fault for one and to have been there in such a way for the other. . .i dont know. . .im not gunna type it - it's not like anyone really cares and even if they did, i dont want to cry. . .i don't cry. but yeh. . . i'm gunna go . . . listen to music or something. . .
bye.
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yeah. soo this morning tulane beat alabama-birmingham. makes me happy. after a bit, graz came and picked up giovanni and i. we went and met map at esplanade and it was cool, then we went out to graz's car and he got out his guitar and played standard lines and hands down which map and i sang to and then he sang the end of hands down. . .giovanni just didnt wanna be there at all which kinda upset me but i'll get to that later. then graz left and my mom brought us to maps house. we got picked up a bit later by brian's dad with bri and liney and we went to mensaje where we met up with earl a couple of his friends, gabby, brandon, alfargo, erica and nick. yeah. sooo ofcourse with 20 bucks and me paying for giovanni -.- i had just enough money to get in, get a drink and ride one ride. ofcourse. . .that included getting her in, giving her money and getting her on the ride. which i could tell she didnt even wanna do to begin with. honestly the best parts of the night were foolin around with nick, and discussing marketing plans with erica and map for a depress fest and an emo fest. there's alot more to it but i dont want anyone stealing my ideas ;) umm. . .i spent about 5-10 minutes begging alfredo to make a face but he didnt. . .then at about 1030 or so we all left cuz nick left and my mom brought map home and here i am. on my journal. blahing. well theres part one. which is what happened today. if you wanna read part two it will tell you why i'm so goddam pissed off and depressed
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awrite. i guess you're just really bored or just . . . care. . .idk whatever. this past week my mom has been working on a movie. fine. i get shipped to maps house where i'm to stay for a night or two. it turns into a week and i need clothes but when i call my mom and she tells me she'll call me back, she never does. nice. well so i'm by map the entire week and on thursday i call my parents to see if sense map has an away football game that she has to cheer at for ecole, and mom can't get me - can i go by shylo until mom can. make sense? well my dad doesnt trust me. at all. and i dont know why. but he doesnt. so im not allowed to go to any guys houses one on one period. not even to fucking watch football. -.- its like. . .the older i get the more responsibility he pours on me, the less im allowed to do. GRR. so im just like "whatever dad im going to eat. bye" and i hang up and the next day i end up waiting at school for my mom to come and pick me up. joy. well yeah so that night without even asking me, she invites this giovanni to spend the night. now - saturday i was going to go by my cousin al's shoot pool, watch the tulane game, and chill till i went to mensaje with map. well that's down the drain now. whatever though she says giovanni can chill with her while i go by al! hey- is my mom putting me first for a change!? O.O -.- yeah right. the next day - as i wake up ready to go chill with family - my mom busts into my room saying she's going to work at the mall till 6 and if we wanna go walk around while she does what she has to do then we need to get our asses up NOW and get ready. thanks mom. and i know she didnt forget because i was like what about al? and she said "sorry i have to go do this" she went to esplanade and sold pantyhose. -.- SHE FUCKED OVER MY FAMILY DAY TO SELL FUCKING PANTYHOSE! no offense to graz or them, but i'd always rather to go by family - map understands it. . .blood is thicker than water for me and for all the times i can see my friends, im limited on family. but my mom. . .grrr not that she fucking cares. she couldnt give two shits less what pritchett means to me. god im fucking disgusted to have her genes in me when she does this. and then after it kinda works out and i have a semi good time with graz and nick and map - my mom fucking invites giovanni to sleep over again, screwing me over AGAIN! and my mom just came in here saying "dont you think it's a little RUDE leaving her in your room while you're in here?" FUCK YOU BITCH! GRRRRRRR. i need to get out of this place. my mom either hates me or just doesnt care, and my dad trusts me about as much as you would trust a dog in a butchershop. yeah. . .not very much. im one of the FEW people my age who DOESNT have sex, DOESNT smoke anything, DOESNT do any drugs, never has and never will, and yet its like fuck it. he doesnt care. whatever. i dont either. fuck them. i dont need their attention and i dont need their trust. i'll get along fine without it. god knows i have in the past. i've already made my mistakes and i've learned from them. i know what i need to do to keep myself how i want myself in a situation. i dont give a shit if thats how it has to be. fuck them and their "guidance" it's bullshit and i dont need it. im going to spend time with an unwanted guest. i'll write later.
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There's alot that happened after school today. which im going to flat out say here. britney, whatever her last name is, has alot to learn. she was dressed like a slut and ofcourse people were talking about her. forrest. . .a freshman (by the way, brit is a freshman too) anyway. forrest pantsed her. you know me, though, i have to let her know whats what. i go up to her and lean over and tell her "honey, im sorry, but if you dont want them treating you like a slut, don't dress like it." simple right? tellin her in as few words as possible that its not going to get her anywhere in life dressing the way she is, simple enough for a lab rat to understand it. well obviously not because she jumps up and wants to try to make me scared of her by saying if i really wanna start shit to say it one more time. you know me. i say it. "slut" she does nothing but start threatening me and warning me of this that and the other saying im just this short little thing and she can kick my ass. ofcourse im not gunna take shit from a first year freshman so i tell her "being short doesnt mean a damn thing and that if she really thinks that she can really kick my ass to go ahead and try it because i garuntee she cant" ofcourse she doesnt touch me but it goes on the name calling and threats till i get in the car and my mom gets in it. joy. but yeah. so EVERYONE that heard is watching because it's ecole. you NEED the drama. but yeah. we get it all squared away so that she knows we're just tryin to help and that even tho she's upset she doesnt need to jump the gun and shit. anyway she ends up in the backseat of my car with kelli kissinger crying her eyes out with me giving her paper napkins and my mom forcing us to shake hands. i HAD to make sure she didnt snot on it first and although i was completely serious she laughed a little and wiped her hand off. well ofcourse this shit automatically puts us on the same side and my mom ends up hearing about forrest and going into school. fuck. well david left so we're stuck with coach myers and at first he mistook me for roseann because my back was to him. when he realises "oh its lilbit" it gets good. he says "and you're roseann miquet?" my mom cuts in as i turn around "no this is stefanie pri--" he cuts her off when he sees me and says "oh lilbit." -.- wow. so less to say - he listened to me the whole time as i explained to him in short term what happened how it got started who did it and why we ended up in the office. i don't lie to the heads of our school. . .mr david and mr greg and mr sal have my utmost respect and honesty. when they leave the school whomever is in charge gets the same honesty and respect that they would. being that at that point it was coach greg, thats what happened. it was really funy too having him ignore them all including my mom. not to mention that brit's boyfriend (who's named tuan and is vietnamese) was there with this guy andy. yeh. that was interesting. but i'll get to it later. anyway mom decides she needs to have a talk with britneys dad. which i, heh heh, whole-heartedly agreed with. so we go to britney's house and tuan andy and i end up in the back playing pool and talking and boy was that fun! hahaha. yeh tuan and i talked a bunch. it was cool - he's cool, he can do better than britney, but after talkin to her a bit - she's not so bad as she seemed. . .oh she's worse than he can do, but she's not so bad - if he likes her all the power to him. . .10 months is a long time. anyway - we talked about vietnam and my cousin paul pritchett, whom he goes to school with. and now ofcourse, because i'm a pritchett and im related to paul - tuan loves me. lol. but bleh - i dunno. it started off strange, but it turned out not to shabby. . .i'm tellin ya. . .drama is necessary for some friendships. . .look at roseann and i! and now brit and i arent killin each other. . .i dunno. we have to see. i g2g. giovanni's coming to sleep over. goodness - here goes somethin else.
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last night chris and graz came to get the pictures. that shocked the hell out of me, honestly. . .never thought the kid was going to come to my house again. moreover, they stayed for a couple hours. . .that was interesting. it was cool though. i really didnt expect them to. map alex and ba and i watched day after tomorrow when they left. mom started to watch it with us, but she fell asleep. that was an awesome movie. the effects were amazing. . .except for the wolves. . .but yeh. it had a few good lines, a decent story line. . .i honestly didn't think it would be as good as it was. after that alex left, but i dont know why and then ba map and i watched airplane. that was messed up man. it was a good bad, i mean. . . it was great how they played on words and did all this that and the other. . .but oh it was bad >.< bleh. anyway. the game is tonight. . .saints vs minnesota. its at 730. yeh its gunna be good i hope. but whatever. i'll go bye.
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yeah. so PSATs were today. map came home with me after. graz was gunna come get the pictures around two but that isnt happening. mike is coming over later and map and alex are sleeping over. we're renting day after tomorrow and airplane. roberts birthday party is in about an hour. joyful. idk. . .there isnt anything to really say. i havent spoken to the person in a while but whatever, eh? bloop. shit hasn't changed much - but thats neither here nor there. idk. laterer.
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do you think, by any chance,
that tearing myself up on the inside will help?
i've seen those words and heard those faces-
there's nothing left for me to experience.
so this is when I close my eyes
and pray that you do what you would
because this is where i tell you that i already hate myself
more than anyone else ever could.
do you think, there is a chance,
for me to regain who i was?
i've lost the memories and remember the losses-
there's everything left for me to detest.
and so this is when i close my eyes
and pray that this end where it would
because this is where i tell you that i already hate myself
more than anyone else ever could.
do yall think those are sad lyrics? i do. . .but whatever. it's how i feel. i cried twice today. once was tonight, harder than i think i should have. it was hours ago, but i still can't breathe right and i can still barely see. i can't sleep at all because it hurts to close my eyes, but that, sadly enough, is all that is keeping me awake. my nightmares wont come anymore. i dont see mike or josh when i close my eyes. instead it's just a black void. nothing's there. i think the thing that maybe scares people the most is fear. . .fear of big things or small things. . .admitted or not. . .but i think it's safe to say. . .no one isn't afraid of nothing. and sadly. . .that's all i can get. nightmares never come when you want them. i've been sitting in the dark alot lately. . .nothing happens then either. i sat outside for a while today. after the sun just begun to set. the breeze had picked up, but there was still that solitary square of heat when you lay on the ground in just the right spot. i found that spot, and stared up into the bronzing leaves of my neighbors tree. it brought me back to sundorn, when i was younger, doing the same thing in my old yard. only that time wasn't filled with such loneliness and despair. that time was filled with an unsurmountable joy derived from my youth. i couldn't find that today. i cried some then too. a couple lonely tear drops, but they were there nonetheless. i don't understand what it is that i feel. or why it's so hard to shake. . .but it's drowning me. and i don't think i can stand it much longer. oh, but what's it matter? there's nothing to be gained. . .*sigh* i'm going to lay down again, wade in self-destruction.
sound like fun?
you've no idea.
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*sigh* another day has come and gone. there's not much to say about it. i felt the same today as i have the past four, only it keeps getting worse. i think i cried a little. . .but it's not as if that matters anymore. Patrick is really sweet. . .i try to hide for him. . . . . -.^ he kissed me today. . .-.^ i'm just realizing it. . .it wasn't a "BLEAH" kiss. . .but he was just like MUUUUAH. . .it was on my lips too. . .strangely enough. . .it was funny though. roseann was as confused as i was. after school it was a little easier to hide it while i was joking around with nick, but once i got in the truck i didn't care anymore. i've been trying to get my parents to bring me to the book store for the past few days i've felt like this, but ofcourse that hasn't happened. i don't know. there are a few books i want to read. but then again i don't really care much for that either. *sigh* i'm going. i'm gunna go study my ceiling and listen to emo. . .laterer
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hey. yeah. blah much? ugh. i didnt go to school today but whatever. umm. . .i'm really getting sick of this. it's so pointless. i don't see why i even try anymore. the past three days of giving up haven't been much different than usual. except that i'm not talked to as much. it's so fucking pointless. i don't know. i don't much care. i think i'm just going to go back to bed. nightmares never fucking come when you want them anyway. eh. later.
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well. . . i dont much know all that has happened since my last update. . . theres never anything really interesting to say. . .umm. . . lucas talked to me earlier. . .he said hey first. . .kinda surprised me alot. . .made me smile tho. . .umm. . .last night dan emailed me. -.-? i emailed him back. he im'd me too. we talked. . . i dunno it seems like everytime i talk to him we get into some kind of an argument but i dunno. maybe it'll change? i'm just hesitant to talk to him. i dont wanna o thru all that bullshit again. *sigh* i hate not knowing. i hate having to take chances. . .whatever. OMG I SAW THE FUNNIEST SHIT ONLINE ITS SO FUNNY THIS GUYS GETS WOKEN UP AND HE LIKE. . .OHH you'd just hate to see it!! i'll put up the link later!! :D i think kelli might come next weekend to spend time. . .sister like thing stuff you know? maybe go to a couple haunted houses or just. . . .i dunno chill with people. . .we'll see - i gotta call her. but yeah. i guess that that's all. laterer yall.
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wow yeah. so school today was kindof. . .i dont know. . .it was weird. . . it just kinda went. and after school i went by maps and then jessie came over. . .FLOSSY! haha and he had to piss so we drove back to school cuz we couldnt go in the house because mommy elise had a client over and jesse was driving like a maniac and i got paulette iron's stake in my ass. yeah. . .its a horrible way to state it. and then we got to ecole and conner drew a blunt and a. . .something else - no one can really tell what it is. . .on the back of my shirt and i saw little guy dude alex and was like *tear* blah so then we got back in jess's truck and went back to maps and just completely goofed off for forever until mr tom picked me up and brought me home. lol. fun shit, eh? ish. friday i'm supposed to go see napoleon dynamite with graz and map. graz and i are supposed to meet there at 5 for a 7:40 show. hmm. then saturday is my day with henderson and i might try to get alex marie to sleep over then that way in the morning we just have to worry about getting shylo to my house to watch the game. no school monday so joyful on sunday night, eh? yeah. shylo is growing to be a really good friend. i hope it can stay that way. i talked him into playing football and baseball and maybe soccer next year. that's gunna be interesting. the poor kid'll have like. . .no time whatsoever after school. haha but WOO SPORTS ROCK! anyway, i suppose thats it. i dont have any secrets to spill, so i guess i'ma go. laterer!
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homecoming was the effing shit. hahaha graz and chris were the best dates ever! and only tomatoes. hahah "no. . .HOLD! as in i dont want them!" hahaha priceless. but yeah. it was great - i was dancing almost the whole time. the pictures will prolly come back looking like shit but i can't wait for em! :D hahaha i took them with my graz so they'll be awesome no matter what. dan was threatening to kick shylo's ass after the dance too. . .but ofcourse, nothing came of that. :P umm. . . THEY PLAYED DAVID ALAN COE! dude that was the best ever! hahahahaha and after the dance i wound up having to get a ride back to ecole with michael, mr david's son and the freshman and i wound up with seans head in my lap - which happens to be a really funny story. but yeah. haha thats about it! laterer people!
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OH! map, graz chris. . .you fuckers need to update! i have nothing to read!
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awrite. yesterday was spirit day and OH MY GOD the pep rally was fuckin awesome! hahahaha! so was the game - like. . .for the record i wasnt tucked away the whole time i did go by them and all - we were losing horribly yet everyone was still yellin and shit. . . it was like DAMN! we might not be any good - but we got spirit. thats for sure. but bleh - im gunna write more later. i gotta go get my cousin a birthday present and then get ready to go by map and get ready for tonight
Laterer
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awrite. since i'm so revved right now, i'll talk about the fights first. after school i tried to get into a fight with stalker chick and she's like telling her friend "if she really wants to start something she'll come over here and say it to my face" so what do i do? yes. i stand up, walk over to her and repeat - word for word - exactly what i said two seconds before. the girl pussies out and leaves. *rolls eyes* thats one. well, i didnt vent from that so this is what has me all gung-ho. i kissed shylo after school. it wasn't a big ole deal thing. . .but yeah. and now dan is bein a lil pussy and threatening to get all these guys to kick shylo's ass. hmm. who all thinks this is funny? *raises hand* yeah. the kid is too fucking gay to settle his shit himself, he has to get other people to do it. thing is - he asked glenn and mike and stuff - 1) glenn is on my side with it all. he's like "thats yo business - hahahaha do what you want sweetie" and he kisses my forehead. yeah - okay. 2) mike. . . mike's pissed at dan more than dan could ever imagine. THATS not gunna happen. i really think all of this is funny. dan doesnt seem to realise if anything comes up, everyone's going to agree that it's my business - dan and i broke up . . . i can be with whomever i want. that includes the really sweet guy who i like. and if dan is insistant upon fighting - its gunna be him shylo and i fighting and he wont get out of it as easy as chaplain got out of jimmy's fight. oh and btw - i'm going to shylo's house sunday - we're gunna watch the game and then a movie. this was planned a WHILE ago. if dan is so hellbent on fighting - he can go to shylo's house. we're not too worried about it. it's stupid enough that dan's so hyped on it.
i think i'll make a new entry for the great stuff. haha this is kinda obsorbed.
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If a picture paints a thousand words,
then why I can't paint you?
The words will never show the you I've some to know.
if a face could launce a thousand ships,
then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you, You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
you come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time,
I'd be with you.
Tommorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you. And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
and you and I would simply fly away
. . .god i love that song. . . but yeah - tomorrow is our homecoming football game. so *dun-dun-dun* it's spirit day. just a special note for everyone who goes to ecole and went there last year: remember maya's outfit? this year she started working on it before there was news of IVAN. yeah. she's been working hard. be ready. i'm just scared about jesse's! hahah - well anyway. we're gunna get whooped at the game, but the rally should be awesome. hopefully the juniors wont be too dispirited from the dilemma last year and we'll try again. since courtneys gone. that would be awesome. but yeh - homecoming is saturday - that'll be fun. but yeah - i dunno what all else to type soooooooooooo i'll go bye bye!
LOVE YALL!
LiLBiT
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yeah - i have like. . .8 songs from Chicago stuck in my head -.- joy. bloop. my dad's having trouble with the sims. . .ugh its funneh. tomorrow is wednesday. not many people spell that right. but i really want something good to happen. that would be nice. bleshk - saturday after homecoming it'll be sunday. the damn dance doesnt end until MIDNIGHT! >.< yeah - forget any type of party i'm gunna wanna go home and sleep. or to maps and watch chicago. . .something along those lines. bleh well. . .not much to say. so. i'll go bye bye.
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